Monday, October 30th, 2006
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5:46 pm
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yet again i relize how much i hate this fuckin site but i like to read other peoples problems.
OH AND ANOTHER THING , FUCK YOU. NOT YOU ...THE PERSON BEHIND YOU ....YEAH YOU.
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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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1:31 pm
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im getting so fuckin sick of living here lately. im such a BAD PERSON ....nothing is fair to kara , AND IM ALWAYS IN THE WRONG. i wanna go home .... i hate waking up every day and feeling so fuckin sick. i guess lately ive been wonderinf if this is actualy going to work.
but like i said , i just wanna go home.
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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2:48 pm
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ok , i dont things. i hate the feeling of not knowing or always being the one to blame. dont do things that i would make fun of you for and i wont make fun. i am a bully , grew up a bully and always will be one....want me to change? too bad i guess. not int he harsh way , its just how i am ...like sorry , too bad ...im always a fuckin jerk right? but sometimes you make me a jerk. i dont know if you understand...but like shit , I CANT HELP IT!whatever though ...i hate this fucking journal , but i have no body to talk to in this gay town.
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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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10:24 pm
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ok so , martin got this really funny xmas card that was from his boss , and it was all computer made....NO LOVE AT ALL. who the hell does that? pretty good way to spend money i think .... NOT <---(bring back bill&ted)...ANYHOW ...ive got something that KILLS your card martin... this is from my mom , witch i havent seen in a good 8-10 years. she sends her love.
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YAY!!! not even an exclamation point ....OR "LOVE MOM"
neat.
merry christmas mom 
***IF ITS TOO SMALL TO READ , ALL IT SAYS IS
merry christmas
current mood:  WTF?!
current music: zeroboys
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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12:38 pm - x-rated-mas
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i feel uber weird.... thi sis yet another christmas without my family ...but the first one where i am not with any of my family ...i shouldnt say that , this is my new family...but i still feel awkward. and i dont like this feeling.
i guess everything will be alright.
current mood: depressed
current music: johnny cash - i walk the line
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
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8:35 pm - 7SONGS FOR THE DEAD
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TAGGED BY ROBLEY
1.The Strokes - Reptilia
2.Johnny Cash - Cocaine Blues
3.The Walkmen - The Rat
4.Demented Are Go - I Wanna Be Your Slave
5.Johnny Thunders/Wayne Kramer(gangwar) - Born Too Loose
6.The Bangles - Walk Like An Egyptian
7.Ray Charles - Ive Got A Woman
i could keep going forever , my taste is as wide as my moms poohole.
UP NEXT
MARLY , GEORGIA , RACHEL , LEWKISS ..... i really need more people on my list :(
current mood: thirsty
current music: The Walkmen - The Rat
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Monday, November 21st, 2005
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5:02 pm - in loving memory
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ok , so this day just keeps getting worse.
i just got a phonecall from Angela , my dads fiance and turns out that my aunt has passed away.
she was farily old , and was very very sick.
my marry was the sweetest lady that i know ... i never was too close with the native side of my family , but my aunt was close to us and we were really close to her. she was the type of person to always make you laugh and no show her affection in any situation.
im really sad that i just moved here and now i wont be there so be with ym family and know that evryone is together without me fucking hurts.
AUNT MARRY , I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. IM SORRY I CANT BE THERE .
kenneth john howse.
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4:29 pm - vampires suck
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i really dont like the taste of blood , i figure this is just stress now , im a wreck ...deep down inside these past couple days have payed a toll on my innards. anxiety is in full effect. there is blood in the subway soup bowl and a crack in my heart.
i didnt mean to freak out so fuckin hard but what am i supposed to do when the thing i say dont mean anything to you?
how ami supposed to feel when what matters to me makes you say things that will just hurt me.
my fuckin stomach kills.
current mood: sore
current music: batmobile - hot dog stomp
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2:29 pm - i fuckin hate oakbank
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plain and simple ..oakbank makes me want to down cyanide
current mood: fuck your ass
current music: nothing
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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11:38 pm
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11:22 pm - people are obviously tools
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georgia got offended by my picture of an aborted fetus.
GREAT ...alot of you know that my sence of humor is a bit macabre, who cares.
georgia , this one is for you.
current mood:  amused
current music: ox blood
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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5:19 pm
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im comming home soon. im excited.
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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4:14 pm - life after life
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i never thought to much of it ....but when did what i want out of life become a fantasy?
the things we shared i thought were true was just another fake smile.
im not saying that what we have is impure .... just i feel a bit lied to.
i know its a longshot , but robbing banks doesnt sound half bad.
killing those who stand in our way.
not hididng behind an image.
honestly , i thought it wasnt a joke.... BUT ...guess what kids... yours truely is just another fuckin joke.
i can thelp but sit here and wonder , what am i going to become?
i want what i want....and i am going to get it.
i am the red straight razor , the one who bathes in blood.
current mood: cold
current music: The Doors
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
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4:52 pm
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i hate your friends.
i despise your friends.
i am jealous of your friends.
i want to kill your friends.
i want to be your friend.
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4:47 pm
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i put people in the worst positions , i suck at life
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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5:15 am - the most hated
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if anybody reads this shit , hook me up with some bands yo ulike that not many people know about.
i know alot of bands , so dont get cheap. I WANT QUALITY! or crap ....either or , im just looking for soemthing new.
77/psychobilly/powerpop .....
JUST GIMME GIMME GIMME...
oh yeah , im gonna be FUCKINSTIEN for halloween. sweet shit. pretty much gonna be frankenstien , but im gonna charge up my quiff. its getting long now :D i bet you are all jealous :D:D:D
anyways ... just take your fingers out of your ass's , and type up some good shit yo.
and maybe ill give you all a lapdance in return.
SHOW ME YOU'RE NASTY
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Monday, August 8th, 2005
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10:30 am
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yeah so , im pretty fuckin bored and i wanna go back to winnipeg. its alot better then here. soup came back from the yukon. and paul is back from BC. so its almost like the ol' skate crew is back together. we are just missing tom. what a cheeky fellow.lately , i have been doing alot of 'alone' time. not wackin off (i still do plenty of that....but thats not what i mean by alone time). it feels great. i found a new spot to skate , hence alone time.
i miss you kara.
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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3:11 pm - HOLY FUCK
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ok ...last night ...let me just say
WOW .... i had alot of fun :D
Me , Mike , Josh , Tony and Davey totally jammed out. we made nooooooo sence at all. i made up a song called "cum on my face". it was fuckin great.
i had another adventure with Wild Irish Rose ....man ... that shit is fuckin great. it makes me wanna hurt myself ....like i did :|
i wanna make a band with those guys. im sure we would get boo'd off of stage.
i also puked ALOT this morning and Bev (karas mommy) gave me some Pepto ...that shit is mad gross.
oh yeah , i also almost killed some Italian idiot. he made me angry....he all "get the fuck outta my face...1....2...3" and i stayed there ...and i told him to count again ....cuz i didnt relize what was going on ...then his bitch wife came out and started yelling and shit ...it was fuckin funny. i got pulled away from not punching him in the mouth.
thre should be more to this story...but ill leave it up to you guys.
I LOVE KARA
the end
current mood: dirty
current music: MANNA MANNA
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Friday, July 8th, 2005
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5:43 pm - i dont know if i want to care
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u win...i give up
u could have been polite enough to tell me u didn't want to talk
u have my email...
u know how to get in touch...
i thought we could have met when we come in on tuesday, but now i realize you just don't want to have anything to do with me
i'll always luv u...mom
blah blah blah ...like some of you know , i havent seen my mother in years. now she wants to see if ill meet up with her in Winnipeg to have a talk. Its just like her to not go out of her way to come see me or anything , but if she happens to be driving by , she will wann have a chat. Ive lived my years not knowwing her and i think i will live the rest the same.
Mother , i am sorry i dont care for you ...but look what you have done.
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
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1:43 pm - FO RIZZLE
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yeah .... canada day was off the hook yo ...started off with a bang you could say. we walked through the OZ and seen busby ...who was SHITFACED and ran away witha shopping cart only to land on his face ....SEXCELLENT . yeah , we tugged over to ozzy bridge and popped a squat underoos for a tick and lit psychomike lit up a skreetcher so we had to bolt. i almost pooped me shorts. afterwords we skated towards SUBWAYS to go molest Sarah , did that and she said we should do something afterwords (instead of us going to Skarletts). so we waited for her after work only for her to ditch us .... :| FUCKNUT!!! ...other stuff happend too ...we played find the pinko scum (collin commie). he was doped up and we had to find his socialist ass before the narcs did. we did more stuff , i skated ...uhhhh we checked the Ferral Bros out yet again...this time i think they were piss ....it was free though ...so who gives 3 pieces of poorly mad gum. we topped the night of at Angelicas house with a few pooners and a couple cold shots. then me and kara came home and SO did it ...it was rad ...we did 4 or 5 possitions. SCORE....wll imma go be a fuck.
EAT IT.
current mood:  hyper
current music: QOTSA - quick and to the pointless
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